Life Isn't Easy

Life has been kicking my ass lately. I've been dealing with so much lately and it’s not slowing down at all. From relationship issues to work issues, my life is just full of ups and down. I never knew adulthood could be this chaotic.

My relationship has been on the rocks for quite a while now. My partner and I have been dealing with a lot of issues going on within the relationship. It’s definitely not healthy, but we’re trying our best to work through it. It’s crazy how relationships work. One minute you‘re completely fine, and then the next you could be in a huge argument. What’s important is that we continue to communicate our feelings to each other without getting angry at one another. There are things both my partner and I need to work on in order for our relationship to grow stronger. Only time will tell if it will work or not.

On another note, I’ve been really struggling with myself lately. I feel like I’m neglecting all of the things that used to make me so happy. I don’t draw, read, write or anything of the sort anymore. I've just been so busy with life and dealing with issues constantly that I haven’t had the time to indulge in those things. I’ve been trying my best to get back into giving myself time, but it’s not easy. I try to at least make myself journal twice a day. It’s definitely helping, but I know I need to do more for myself than just that. I’ve been letting depression get the best of me and have lacked the motivation to do what I love. I hope that I can get back to my old self soon.

Even though I have been struggling lately, I know this is just a moment in my life, not forever. Everything will be okay and will turn out how it’s supposed to. I just need to hang on.